Alive

Hey all, sorry for the long absence.

Just incase your all wondering, things with that one girl just kept getting worse and worse. I don't really wanna talk about it, so I just.... erased her from this blog.

Anyway, finals are coming up and I have been super busy/just plain stupid. Just for a rough draft I decided to pull two all nighters in a row, which whipped me in terms of energy. Really, I'm draggin' right now. Its all good though, there was a test that was going to happen today which got canceled on the spot- I'm sure I would have failed it based on my sleepiness and my lack of a grasp on the subject material. Regardless, I SHOULD sleep well this weekend.

Had day of silence today, and I was quiet pretty much all day except for my counselor meeting.... Quite successful if I might say so myself. Its amazing how good I am at keeping quiet....

Just basically telling you all that I'm still alive, and.... it may be the sleep deprivation.... but every time I look in the mirror I see glimpses of a girl looking back, only to loose it. I can still kind of see her, in a way. Its weird.